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Trust The Process

Author Darlene J. Conard

I sat at the edge of my bed. Heavy tears spilled down my face in weariness. I glanced at the words that stood boldly out to me for that right moment. “Do not be afraid, only believe.” Mark 5:36, “The Lord is my Shepherd,” Psalm 23:1, God is within her, she will not fall,” Psalm 46:5. His soft but bold voice spoke loudly within in spirit. “Darlene, trust the process. There’s an undeniable truth in the accounts. These accounts are shared by those who have experienced being instruments of God. Their experiences are remarkable and transforming.

A friend of mine, whom I mentor, talked about the spiritual warfare she experiences. She stated, “Darlene, I didn’t sign up for this.”

“I didn’t either,” I replied, “this can only be explained by experience, it’s for oneself.” I didn’t intend to write about this. Nonetheless, the Holy Spirit is urging me to do so. So, that’s what I’m going to do.

As I continued sitting on the edge of my bed, God said, “Darlene, trust the process.” My tears quickly dried. Jane Hamon recently released a video explaining that God revealed to her that doubt delayed the thing she prayed for. Her message instilled determination within me.

I want to encourage you to have faith in the journey ahead. Embrace the belief that God is diligently orchestrating events in your life. He aligns them perfectly with His divine purpose and plan. Stand resolute in this truth. Know that every challenge you face is part of a greater design working out for your ultimate good.

“And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28 KJV

Feel free to forward it to anyone you wish. My mission is to encourage everyone to follow our Lord Jesus Christ with all their heart, soul, mind, and strength. ©Darlene J. Conard Vision Ministries 2024. This may not be republished or used without the author’s written consent. The photograph is AI-generated. Darlene J. Conard is also affiliated with Glory Carrier Ministries.

Rooted and Resilient

Author Darlene J. Conard

Trees thrive in the presence of wind, essential for their growth. As the branches sway and bend with the breezes, they become more resilient, gaining the strength needed to withstand the passage of time and support their weight. This constant movement encourages trees to reach deep into the soil, developing extensive root systems that anchor them firmly as they stretch toward the sky. This rhythmic motion not only strengthens the branches, enabling them to endure the weight of leaves and fruit, but also improves their ability to withstand relentless forces.

These qualities can be likened to our relationship with God. Colossians 2:6-7 says, “As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him: Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been taught, abounding therein with thanksgiving.” (KJV)

Life often surprises us with sudden and fierce storms, presenting a range of challenging situations for which we may not be prepared. These storms can manifest in various forms—unexpected loss, personal struggles, or overwhelming responsibilities—that shake our foundation. In these moments of turmoil, allowing the tumultuous winds of life to strengthen our roots in Jesus is crucial. Embracing the test of life’s storms can bring wisdom and knowledge. In the future, we will be wiser and more powerful.

In times of turmoil, let us seek comfort and security by trusting God. Spiritual resilience fortifies our inner strength and anchors us firmly in a foundation of hope that shines brightly even in the darkest moments.

What is This Void

Author Darlene J. Conard

The pangs of longing deepen, coursing like electric surges through the very essence of the soul. A heart, fractured and bleeding, is an undeniable truth, as palpable as the bright light of day. This reality resonates within us all.

In the early days of my spiritual journey, I was completely unaware of the profound truths about God that would eventually transform my life. I vividly recall the moment my grandmother gently encouraged me, saying, “Talk to God, He will speak to you.” Her words resonated deeply within me, sparking a curiosity I had never known before. Since that pivotal moment in 2001, I have immersed myself in learning about the one and only True God, discovering a wealth of insights and wisdom that have guided my faith and understanding.

The one thing that threw me off is, why is it that the harder I pray for God to use me for His glory, the more I experienced what felt like hell on earth, emotionally, physically, spiritually, and mentally? God, I’m praying to be used by You, but I’m dealing with rejection in the church, rejection by my family who are in the church, and sickness on top of it. I felt a void, although God never left me, a terrible, uncomfortable void swallowed whole, every ounce of security that I once held tight to.

Feeling a profound sense of emptiness can be incredibly unsettling. It’s as if a void has settled within, leaving a stark absence where joy and fulfillment once resided. This haunting feeling creates an unsettling weight, making the world seem dull and lifeless, as if colors have faded and sounds have hushed. The discomfort of this emptiness lingers, gnawing at the edges of one’s consciousness, yearning for something to fill the space that feels so achingly vacant. I just said it, something to feel the space. There is a reason for that!

Unknowingly, I leaned heavily on my understanding, drawing from everything I had ever known as a means of survival. Yet, that sense of familiarity was abruptly consumed by a vast void, a deep chasm that seemed to grasp everything I held dear. It was then that I realized this emptiness served a greater purpose; it was God’s way of preparing a transformation within Darlene, one that would nurture and sustain her for eternity. In His divine wisdom, God often utilizes the void, that intangible nothingness, to breathe life into something entirely new, crafting a reality that transcends our understanding.

In conclusion, we will occasionally encounter a profound emptiness, a feeling of being stripped of everything we hold dear. This emptiness serves a divine purpose, as it allows God to speak into our lives, saying, “Let there be greater faith. Allow this vessel of mine to thrive and blossom within the very void that seems overwhelming, so that I may illuminate the darkness through them.” In these moments of absence, God does His greatest work.

“He must increase, but I must decrease.” John 3:30 KJV

David’s Spiritual Battle

Author Darlene J. Conard

The vivid language that captured David’s struggles often echoed in my mind during my times of hardship. In the depths of our suffering, it feels as though our pain loudly whispers the haunting message, “You’re all alone!”

Much of David’s anguish is captured vividly in the pages of the Bible. A few weeks ago, I was suddenly engulfed by an overwhelming wave of pain that I can only liken to a tsunami. It arrived silently, yet its impact was devastating, leaving chaos and wreckage in its wake. The emotional toll was profound, much like the aftermath of a storm that ravages everything in its path, leaving behind a haunting trail of debris and sorrow.

Blazing daggers erupted from the lips of those he once considered allies, slicing through the air with an intensity that burned with betrayal. His king, a once-noble figure who valiantly led his people, shielded them from harm, and fiercely battled for justice, now stood as a fragile shadow of his former self. In a tragic twist, he had made an unsettling pact with darkness, surrendering the very ideals he once championed in exchange for sinister power.

Saul truly lost His life due to that very thing. He was alive physically, yet dead. Darkness and desolation conquered his heart, mind, and soul. Rebellion enthroned itself in place of God’s spirit. Sounds exactly like Lucifer, who thought he knew more than the Omnipotent. His oldest brother Eliab mocked him, shouting, “Why are you here? Who did you leave those few sheep with in the wilderness? I know your pride and wickedness of heart. You’ve come to see the battle!” Eliab overheard the conversation. The enemy fears when we receive direction from God. He chose words of guilt, such as leave, few sheep, and with whom? Eliab characterized him as something David wasn’t: prideful with a heart filled with wickedness.

Isaiah 54:11 promises, “No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.” KJV

Kicking Closed Doors

Author Darlene J. Conard

Frustration swirled within me like a storm as I approached a door that barred my way, its stubbornness a reflection of my mounting impatience. No matter how much I tugged and pushed, it remained firmly shut, denying me access to whatever lay beyond. In a moment of reckless impulse, I drew my foot back and delivered a powerful kick to the door, hoping to force it open. The impact echoed painfully through my foot, and I winced, instantly regretting the decision.

As I stood there, nursing the ache radiating from my toes to my ankle, a profound realization washed over me. In that instant, I felt a gentle but firm reminder from the Lord: “Darlene, you can’t kick open doors that I’ve closed.” It was as if a veil had been lifted, and I understood that my attempts to push past obstacles not intended for me were not only futile but were also causing me harm—spiritually and emotionally. I recognized the futility of my actions; by fighting against those closed doors, I was exhausting myself.

This experience served as a lesson about patience, acceptance, and the understanding that sometimes what we perceive as barriers are, in truth, God’s hand of protection! We often exhaust ourselves trying to remain in places God does not want us to be. There is always another door to be opened.

When God has firmly closed a door, don’t expend your energy trying to force it open! That door is sealed tightly, signifying that it’s not the right path for you. Embrace the closure instead of struggling against it.

Have faith that He will ensure everything you need is in place for the journey ahead, no matter where it leads you!

^“I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name. Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.

Days of Elijah

Author Darlene J. Conard

Robin Mark’s song “Days of Elijah ” is a lively message celebrating God’s steadfast faithfulness and unmatched power throughout the ages. Rich with biblical imagery, the lyrics invite listeners to reflect on significant moments in scripture where God intervened in miraculous ways and impossible situations. The song paints a vivid picture of hope, calling upon revival and restoration themes and instilling a sense of urgency about our times.

Unlike anything we have seen, we are in an era of challenges and uncertainties. Yet, within this tumult lies an extraordinary tapestry of hope and wonder. Through our struggles, we recognize the profound strength bestowed upon us by God. In moments of deep pain, we encounter His healing power’s gentle yet transformative touch. When faced with seemingly insurmountable obstacles, we can witness the remarkable ways God intervenes, revealing His power in awe-inspiring and miraculous forms. The intertwining of hardship and hope offers a profound appreciation for the divine support that envelops us.

The prophet Elijah, a figure of remarkable power and authority, held the ability to command the very elements – he could bring forth a drought by halting the rain. (1 Kings 18:41-19:8). He could miraculously fill a jug with oil that would never run dry. (2 Kings 4:1-7). His life was marked by extraordinary events, including raising a young boy from the clutches of death and calling down fire from the heavens, showcasing his unwavering connection to the divine. (1 Kings 17:17) In a dramatic ascent into the skies, Elijah ascended into heaven while still alive, a testament to his exceptional relationship with God. (2 Kings 2:1-18) He stood boldly in defense of Yahweh against Baal, a false deity, and through his unwavering faith, he influenced many, guiding them toward the light of divine truth. (2 Kings 1:10-12)

In the face of challenges and hardships, God transcends obstacles in His way. During these times of adversity, He unleashes His most profound miracles, revealing the strength of His presence and the depth of His love.

“And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams: And on my servants and on my handmaidens I will pour out in those days of my Spirit; and they shall prophesy:” Acts 2:17-18 KJV.

Observe Him as He labors passionately, enveloped in fervent prayer! I find myself believing more deeply than ever before. Indeed, we are living in an extraordinary time that will exceed those of the prophet Elijah.

Consuming Fire

Author Darlene J. Conard

Have you ever taken a moment to observe products that contain oil closely? If you let these products sit undisturbed for a period, you might notice an intriguing phenomenon. Over time, the oil slowly rises to the surface, creating a striking, glossy layer above the other ingredients. Meanwhile, the denser components gradually settle at the bottom of the container, resulting in a distinct separation that emphasizes that oil and other ingredients do not mix flawlessly. This means the product must be shaken well to mix the ingredients.

Serving God is a pursuit that demands intentionality and dedication. It’s not enough to go through the motions; we must actively engage our hearts and minds in this sacred journey. If we allow ourselves to become comfortable and stagnant in our spiritual lives, we risk losing the vibrancy that comes from a deep and living faith.

Consider how a still pond can quickly become murky and lifeless without the movement of wind or the ripple of a stone thrown into its waters. Similarly, our connection with God can start to fade if we don’t consistently nurture it. Without regular prayer, reflection, and acts of service, our spiritual lives may become dull and unfulfilling, lacking the excitement and purpose of an active relationship with God.

To avoid becoming stagnant, we need to discover fresh ways to connect with God. This may involve trying out various forms of worship, diving deep into scripture, or joining a community of believers who encourage and uplift us. By refreshing our spiritual practices and remaining open to growth, we can ensure that our faith remains vibrant and deeply rooted in purpose.

^“I thank God, whom I serve from my forefathers with pure conscience, that without ceasing I have remembrance of thee in my prayers night and day; Greatly desiring to see thee, being mindful of thy tears, that I may be filled with joy; When I call to remembrance the unfeigned faith that is in thee, which dwelt first in thy grandmother Lois, and thy mother Eunice; and I am persuaded that in thee also. Wherefore I put thee in remembrance that thou stir up the gift of God, which is in thee by the putting on of my hands. For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.” 1 Timothy 1:3-7)

More Important Things

Author Darlene J. Conard

As I carefully dried the last of the dishes, a deep question arose: Why do we allow ourselves to worry even though we know it won’t fix anything? It’s one of Satan’s cunning tricks, tempting us to worry about things beyond our control.

I used to find myself frequently consumed by worry, but now I’m proud to declare that I have achieved complete deliverance from this burden. Upon reflection, I’ve come to understand the root of this struggle. It’s often challenging to relinquish control, mainly when we’ve grown accustomed to dictating every aspect of our lives. Surrendering evokes feelings of vulnerability and a fear of spinning out of control, which causes anxiety.

Resolving matters outside our control is beyond our power; only God can handle that.

God promises to take care of us and meet our every need!

When Jesus’ parents went to Jerusalem for Passover, twelve-year-old Jesus stayed behind to minister. When they found Him, they asked, “Why did you do this? We were worried.” He replied, “Why were you searching for me? Didn’t you know I had to be in my Father’s house?” (Read Luke 2:41-52)

Jesus’ answer is one we must remember; we must be about our Father’s business. I will never forget what Evangelist Benson Auxier preached in a revival service one time. “You take care of God’s business; He’ll take care of yours. Basically, God needs us to take care of the possible while He works on the impossible!

I have learned that worrying is the enemy’s strategy to tangle us in a web of confusion.

“The sower soweth the word. And these are they by the way side, where the word is sown; but when they have heard, Satan cometh immediately, and taketh away the word that was sown in their hearts. And these are they likewise which are sown on stony ground; who, when they have heard the word, immediately receive it with gladness; And have no root in themselves, and so endure but for a time: afterward, when affliction or persecution ariseth for the word’s sake, immediately they are offended. And these are they which are sown among thorns; such as hear the word,And the cares of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the lusts of other things entering in, choke the word, and it becometh unfruitful.” Mark 4:14-19 KJV

I desire to remain free from becoming overly preoccupied with the demands and worries of daily life so that I can fully focus on seizing the opportunity to reach and impact the harvest of souls whom God is actively engaging with and seeking to transform.

My Child, I Promise

Author Darlene J. Conard

As I lay motionless in the soft embrace of my bed, a profound stillness surrounded me, and in that quiet moment, the Lord whispered a reminder that resonated within my heart. “Keep this in mind,” He urged, “when the enemy seeks to cast doubt and accuse Me of lying, remember, lying is an abomination in My sight. I am holy, pure, and righteous, and My truth is unwavering.” The weight of His words enveloped me, filling the room with a sense of divine assurance. (Proverbs 6:16-19)

Have you ever wondered why we often assume that God’s promises are intended for everyone except ourselves? It’s a common struggle we face: feeling that the assurances and blessings we pray for are reserved for others. In reality, many of us wrestle with the same doubts and conflicts, longing for our faith to be strengthened. We are not alone on this journey; the desire for hope and fulfillment in our lives is shared by many.

Romans 11:29 says He will not deny Himself. (Titus 1:2) He is not a man that He should lie or the son of man that changes His mind. Has He said it? (Psalm 62:11-12) God has spoken once; twice I have heard this. Not one word, — NONE, of all of God’s good promises will fail—ALL SHALL COME TO PASS. Every single one of them!

God’s promises are so great and pure and flawless that Psalm 12:6 declares it is as pure as gold refined seven times in the furnace. Think about the temperature of a furnace.

To refine gold, a furnace must reach extraordinary temperatures exceeding 1,000 degrees Celsius (1,832 degrees Fahrenheit). In pursuit of high-grade gold, temperatures can soar to 1,064 degrees Celsius (1,947.2 degrees Fahrenheit), the very melting point of this precious metal. At this remarkable heat, impurities are cast aside, allowing the gold to transform into a purer form, ready to embark on its journey for further processing or shaping. This high temperature is not just essential; it embodies the power of transformation, unlocking the true potential of gold and ensuring it emerges free from impurities.

That is certainly flawless!

Precious means substance of great value not to be wasted or treated carelessly; it’s elegant and refined as silver. Psalms 12:6 says, His report is as refined as stated, flawless.

Dearest friend, I want to inspire you to maintain a deep and passionate commitment to your prayers. Let the intensity of your heartfelt supplications intertwine with the blazing heat of the fiery furnace, and prepare to witness the incredible transformations that will unfold!

Let the heat of the fiery furnace and the fervency of your prayer meet in hot pursuit!

The Warrior Within

Author Darlene J. Conard

In the film “The Karate Kid,” we follow the journey of seventeen-year-old Daniel LaRusso, who finds himself the target of relentless bullying from his peers. Overwhelmed and desperate to regain his confidence, he turns to his wise neighbor, Mr. Miyagi, seeking guidance in the art of karate to empower himself against his tormentors.

Mr. Miyagi, however, has a unique approach to teaching. Instead of conventional techniques, he assigns Daniel a series of seemingly mundane chores, instructing him to perform tasks like “Wax on, wax off.” As Daniel diligently goes through the motions—repetitively waxing and polishing cars—he grows increasingly frustrated with what he perceives as pointless labor. Little does he know, these repetitive movements are intricately shaping his reflexes and preparing him for real combat, all while he remains oblivious to the deeper lessons being imparted. The process becomes a test of patience and perseverance, as Daniel unknowingly undergoes the rigorous training that will soon equip him to confront his challenges.

I said, “God, this is what You are doing to me, aren’t You?” I already knew His answer.

When you come to God with a request for a deeper faith, for the strength to endure challenges, or for the patience to navigate life’s trials, you can be sure that He will respond. However, it’s important to realize the way He answers is not going to align with our expectations or desires. Instead of providing a straightforward solution or immediate relief, He often guides us through experiences that foster growth, resilience, and a more profound understanding of our faith. The journey may involve trials and obstacles, but these challenges are part of the process of becoming stronger and more patient in the face of adversity. Trust that His responses are shaped by wisdom beyond our comprehension.

Within each of us, there exists a powerful warrior spirit that often lies in a dormant state, awaiting the moment of awakening. God is stirring this inner strength, urging it to rise and reveal its true potential. This is a spiritual battle we are facing, not one of flesh and blood, but against principalities of the air.

“Blessed be the Lord my strength which teacheth my hands to war, and my fingers to fight: My goodness, and my fortress; my high tower, and my deliverer; my shield, and he in whom I trust; who subdueth my people under me. Lord, what is man, that thou takest knowledge of him! or the son of man, that thou makest account of him!” Psalm 144:1-2 KJV