Author Darlene J. Conard

From the very foundation of the earth, a mesmerizing spark of amber light unfurled in graceful, circular motions as though it were playfully chasing its tail. Wisping sounds traveled in the air as the flames grew, forming a magnificent fire pillar towering over me. The sight was truly breathtaking. “I did this for the children of Israel. I will do this for you; I will show my wonders.” Although the Lord spoke in a soft voice, it was magnified. His Words echoed, ushering me from a deep slumber into an awakening.

His counsel began by discussing how we often belittle His power and greatness in the face of present circumstances. “If I could only get my emotions out of the way, I’d be fine,” I confessed to another intercessor. She reminded me that we are human.

God’s counsel and instruction is not to condemn us but to perfect and protect us. He is getting us ready for the more significant.

The children of Israel remained stuck in the wilderness for forty-one years! I want to move on so that God can do what He needs to do in my life. I don’t want to miss out on anything that God is doing!

Take a moment to visualize this: When you’re at a game, your undivided attention is on your team or a beloved individual participating. Everything else becomes a hazy backdrop. But —if your focus shifts to the background, you risk missing out on the enjoyment of the game or the presence of those you cherish. The hazy backdrop becomes the focus; now, what’s vital is a blur.

God is taking care of things. The enemy will throw obstacles in our path to divert our focus from what God has assigned us to do.

The atmosphere is charged with intensity as we are being prepared by God for greater times.

“Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old.Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:18-19 KJV)

The things we were once accustomed to will soon be a distant memory, as God sets into motion a transformative new era. He has intentionally disrupted our familiar patterns and routines to compel us to step beyond our comfort zones and embrace the wonderful changes ahead.

Author Darlene J. Conard

During this uncertain time, we face new surprises every day. The presence of the Holy Spirit has made me feel a sense of urgency and awareness that a spiritual awakening is on the horizon. The current circumstances parallel with the book of Esther. The impactful story initiates an intense time involving people’s places, and things.

Many prophets and prophetesses are keenly aware of the heaviness in the atmosphere during this season. We are on the brink of a significant spiritual event impacting our lives and the world around us.

As years passed, I felt it was too late to make a meaningful impact. I began to think I had missed the opportunity to witness or participate in God’s extraordinary signs, wonders, and miracles.

Amos 3:7 says, “Surely the Lord GOD will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets.”( KJV)

In the summer of 2012, a lady compelled by God visited the facility where I volunteered. She handed me brochures she had made for us and told me, “Darlene, God chose you for such a time as this. You are here to shine God’s light in the middle of town.” This message moved me deeply.

I want to encourage you not to doubt your purpose at this moment. Remember that your voice is significant because God will give you the words to speak. It’s crucial to pray fervently in the face of the current conflicts and division caused by an invisible enemy, and God requires willing individuals to make a powerful appeal.

Haman’s evil demise is coming to an end. Pray, stand firm, and know that God is in control, bringing peace and trust to your hearts.

Author Darlene J. Conard

The pendulum swung back and forth, creating a gentle sound that echoed through the darkness. A soft, white glow surrounded the blade as it hung mid-air, swaying with an almost hypnotic rhythm. The transition from the pendulum’s gentle swaying to the swift motion of the blade was practically faint yet held an air of threatening anticipation. Only time would reveal the fate that awaited. The glint of the blade’s sharp edge was highlighted by a white outline as it descended, effortlessly slicing through a yoke into pieces. After that, the heavy iron chains beneath it were also cut and reduced to powder, blown away by the wind.

I experienced this powerful vision at precisely 4:13 AM on Tuesday. In silence, I awaited the divine revelation from the Lord. He showed me the story of Esther, where she hosts a banquet for the king and Haman.It’s a curious twist, considering Haman’s status as an enemy to Esther and her people. This was no ordinary banquet; it was held to expose Hammon’s plot to the king.  

^“ I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me.”( Romans 7:21 KJV) Paul wrote this because it was his personal experience every time he obeyed the will of the Lord.

Throughout our lives, we endure seasons where God’s presence is intensely felt, guiding and uplifting us. Yet, there are times when His absence feels enigmatic and daunting, prompting us to search for His consoling presence.

After Esther bravely exposes Haman’s treacherous plot to the King, he furiously leaves the room in the palace garden to gather his thoughts. In the King’s absence, Haman, realizing the impending danger to his own life, nervously approached Esther and implored her to intercede on his behalf. But, consumed by anxiety and perhaps emboldened by drink, Haman stumbled and ended up collapsing, intoxicated, onto Esther’s bed. At that moment, the king intervenes and accuses him of assaulting Esther. The gallows he built for Mordecai are used for his execution.

God often uses us to lure and trap our enemies in their schemes. If we continue to do what God tells us to do, Satan’s plans will come to not.

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Author Darlene J. Conard

As I leisurely scrolled through my Instagram feed, I found a post with the thought-provoking text, “The Spirit that raised up Jesus from the dead dwells in you. Romans 8:11:” The words resonated with me and prompted me to reflect on their deeper meaning. I looked the scripture up, “But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you.” (KJV) I recited the Promise so it would sink in. If the Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead lives in me.

If the power of the Spirit, which resurrected Jesus, is present within us, this same extraordinary power can lift us out of any spiritual dilemma or challenge we encounter. It’s not just any spirit; it’s God’s one and only Spirit. While reading this, I prayed, “God help me realize that You are alive in me. Please help me not to reduce this to my lack of faith or weariness. We are living in a quick-paced world where everything is instantaneously produced. It has spoiled us. God doesn’t work like that. He is precise and masterful. When things are done, they must be done correctly, or it benefits no one. It certainly doesn’t bring Him glory.

This has been weighing heavily on my heart. I’ve been contemplating the profound notion that God is always ready to respond to our prayers if we wholeheartedly open ourselves to His presence. When we actively pray, offer heartfelt praise for His benevolence, and express genuine gratitude for who He is, we create a powerful connection with God, allowing Him to work in our lives in ways that exceed our expectations.

Romans 8:11 inspires a gentle but powerful reminder of the boundless strength within each of us through Jesus.

Author Darlene J. Conard

I sat in front of my computer, taking a moment to process everything. Heavy tears escaped from my closed eyes. “Lord, I’m doing my best—I’m trying.” He began ministering to me. In my spirit, I saw a bridge I once had access to, but a storm dismantled it. Everyone I loved was on the other end, but I couldn’t get to them. He said, “Darlene, bridges can collapse anytime, but a road can be cleared and is solid. This scripture also dropped in my spirit: “And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.” (Isaiah 30:21 KJV)

One memory that stands out is my sightseeing trip with my friend. As we ventured along our planned route, we unexpectedly encountered a bridge that had been rendered impassable due to the aftermath of a severe storm. Surprised but undiscouraged, we remained determined to reach our desired destination. Thankfully, my friend’s extensive knowledge of the area’s backroads allowed us to navigate an alternative route. Despite the lengthy journey, we found comfort in knowing that the secure path would eventually lead us to our destination.

Imagine yourself on an unfamiliar journey in a vehicle with Jesus holding a map in the passenger seat. You have to rely on Him, knowing He has it all together because He isn’t going to give you the location’s name. He replies, “It will be a much better place, and there is much in store for you.” We must trust Him because we can easily get lost guessing, thinking we know.

We grow weary. I grow tired of myself believing I should have it all together. But the truth is, if we had it all together, we wouldn’t need to rely on God.

God is building roads because roads have lessons that bridges don’t.

Author Darlene J. Conard

Surfed and conflicted, Pilate struggled to find a reason to punish Jesus for wrongdoing. He felt the weight of the people’s expectations, yet he grappled with a profound sense of hesitation within himself. His mind buzzed with questions about what to do in this challenging situation.

As a leader, Pilate found himself facing a multitude of weighty considerations. The bold and unwavering truth stood as a challenge before him while his wife’s dream of the dangers of contending with the truth lingered in his thoughts. Pilate was in a fierce battle, wrestling with conflicting emotions, his principles, and the mounting accusations against a figure revered as the prophet of all time. The internal struggle was unrestrained, as Pilate, unable to find fault, was met with a kingdom in uproar. The people insisted that Jesus claimed to be God, directly challenging Pilate’s deeply held convictions.

As he paced back and forth through the corridors of justice, he keenly observed the weight of his conviction, the sting of condemnation, and the unwavering presence of truth. The Jews questioned him, but he did not receive a positive response, as a spiritual battle of epic proportions took place instantaneously. Back and forth through the corridors of justice, he keenly observed the weight of his conviction, the sting of condemnation, and the unwavering presence of truth. The Jews questioned him, but he did not receive a positive response as a spiritual battle of epic proportions took place instantaneously.

He was confronted with a difficult decision, as his mind was filled with conflicting voices. He didn’t want to bear responsibility for innocent blood. Pilate expressed his uncertainty to Jesus by asking, “What is truth?” He struggled hand-to-hand with the concept.

Take a deep dive into the Gospels. Consider Pilate’s position as he faced God’s challenge to his authority and power.

Who among them would sit on the seat of injustice, condemning this man to death? No one was willing to bear the responsibility for shedding His blood, as they were all fully aware of the situation’s truth.

Jesus, as the incarnation of the Word, stood without needing a lawyer. He is the beacon of hope, the warrior for those seeking redemption, and a central, pivotal figure in the grand narrative.

This story concludes that we must realize we are in an unseen war, a war against truths, lies, and ourselves, dealing with the condemnation of others

We’ve contemplated the philosophical question, “What is truth?” Shortly, we will realize that everything we perceived as the truth was, in fact, a crafty deception. And when we seek the truth, others criticize those who are set in their ways.

 Proverbs, 23:23 says, “Buy the truth, and sell it not; also wisdom, and instruction, and understanding.”

The world is in chaos due to the contention over what is truth. The voices of society are dominant pulling us in every direction. Embracing the truth will transform us forever.

I encourage you to seek God for truth and not let go of it!

(Chapter 23 of Luke /Pilate before Christ read the book of John Chapter 18)

Author Darlene J. Conard

Thinking for ourselves these days has been discouraged deceptively. “Trust us, we will give you facts. We are here for your well-being,” is implied with a hidden plan.

John 8:32 KJV is a promise… “ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” The deceiver knows their control will be broken once the truth is embraced.

Embracing my deep connection with God is of utmost importance to me. I have personally endured a period of profound darkness that I am determined never to revisit. I am firmly committed to relentlessly pursuing the truth in all areas of my life. I believe in thoroughly understanding the Bible and not relying wholly on someone else’s interpretation. Instead, I meticulously weigh all Christ-professed messengers through discernment. If it goes against the Word of God, then I want nothing to do with it.

“Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God:” 1 John 4:1-5 KJV

God gave us that freedom and we are encouraged to search for truth. “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.” (Matthew 7:7-8 KJV) We will not be left empty. 

Research the Word of God deeply and fervently pray for divine revelation of deceitful scenarios. Ask the Holy Spirit to take you beyond the surface of situations and events.  

Author Darlene J. Conard

Groggily, I found myself in front of my computer with a blank page staring back at me. As I sat there, I couldn’t help but reflect on the challenges in my life. “God, You’ve been with me. Lord, You are getting ready to reset America, but Lord, I need a reset.” I need a complete overhaul. Everything I thought was right. Flaws, weariness, my ideas, and how I interact with people, how I feel, reset them, God.” We often say that someone purposely provokes us, “They know which buttons to push.” It’s done to cause an adverse reaction. God knows who to reset us without pushing buttons.

^“ For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust. As for man, his days are as grass: as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth. For the wind passeth over it, and it is gone; and the place thereof shall know it no more.” Psalm 103:14-22 KJV

According to the Hebrew definition, frame means a form, framing, or purpose. He knows exactly how to repair us, what to take away and replace. When He does a reset, the old things are passed away, and the place will never be revived.

“Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.”

I yearn to transform into the person God intended Darlene to be. Frequently, we adopt behaviors that may not cause physical harm but can negatively impact our spirituality. I don’t want to be lacking in any way. I want to be like Jesus.

My prayer is the same for you, that God will give you a reset and give you a new beginning!

Author Darlene J. Conard

As I slowly awakened yesterday morning, the Holy Ghost began leading me into His counseling room. He spoke to me about how old things have passed away and all things are becoming new. “God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?” (Numbers 23:19 KJV) I’ve spoken about this many times, but we need a reminder to stay encouraged. We are living in times of uncertainty. God doesn’t waiver, so we can be assured He is moving on our behalf.

As you begin your prayer, do you recognize the flood of intrusive thoughts that engulf your mind? Is there a compelling voice that persuades you to turn in a wholly different direction? Picture a ship navigating the sea, suddenly beset by a tempest that disrupts its compass.

I started limiting my time on social media, TV, and other things. God dealt with me to draw closer to Him. One day I was listening to what everyone was saying about things going on in the world. I heard the Lord say, “The true news is what is in My Word.”  When He says He hears our prayers He hears and gives the outcome, “He’s going to make it good!” How, when, and where, we don’t know the details.

1 Corinthians 13:9-12 says, “For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away. “You may be saying, “Darlene, I’m not in the position to do that.” Yes, you are; speak the promises of God over your circumstances. His Word is not empty or ineffective. “So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.”  (Isaiah 55:11 KJV) In I Corinthians 13:12, Paul says, “For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.” We know that something is hidden behind the darkened glass, but the exact details escape us. It is as if God grants us glimpses and fragments of information as we progress along our journey, gradually unveiling a more complete picture for us to see.

The intrusive thoughts are meant to devour our faith and wear us out!

 ^“Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.” Philippians 4:8 KJV