Author Darlene J. Conard

Recently, I came across an interesting video of a sheep that snuck away and hid in the mountains, eager to escape the upcoming shearing.

As the days turned into weeks, he was eventually found sporting a massive, 78-pound woolly coat that completely obscured his tiny frame. The only feature that peeked through the dense fur was his long, slender nose, which poked out adorably and amusingly. While I couldn’t help but chuckle at his comical appearance, I also began to reflect on its deeper meaning. It struck me how often we, too, attempt to evade the care and guidance of the Good Shepherd as He seeks to nurture and protect us. It was a touching reminder that we might overlook the love and protection He gives in our efforts to escape.

Experiencing God’s correction can be challenging and uncomfortable, much like navigating change often brings discomfort. This process may not feel good, but it serves a greater purpose for spiritual growth and development. Just as loving parents take the time to guide and discipline their children for their well-being, our Heavenly Father cares for us deeply, seeking to lead us toward a better path. His guidance, though sometimes challenging to accept, is rooted in love and understanding what is best for us.

“For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth. If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?”    Hebrews 12:6-7 KJV

As we embark on this new year, our hearts swell with eager expectancy for the remarkable blessings God has in store for us. This season signifies more than just a passage of time; it presents an excellent opportunity for extreme transformation and renewal. We must open our eyes to the fact that God is deeply committed to guiding us in shedding the old habits that weigh us down and hold us back. By courageously letting go of these past behaviors, we create space for Him to replace them with bracing new habits that create liveliness.

Embracing this journey of change invites us to a richer understanding of His divine purpose, allowing us to experience a more fulfilling and vibrant faith. With renewed hearts and minds, let us prepare ourselves for the incredible possibilities that lie ahead—those moments of joy, revelation, and spiritual awakening that await us on our journey together.

“He shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather the lambs with his arm, and carry them in his bosom, and shall gently lead those that are with young.” Isaiah 40:11 KJV

Beloved, pray for one another, and let us seek Him with all our hearts, minds, and souls.

Author Darlene J. Conard

Gently, God’s divine presence stirred me from my deep slumber, enveloping me in a warm embrace of glory that filled the very air around me. The normal atmosphere itself turned into serenity. Although I felt as though I were floating, weightless, and utterly carefree, I found myself unable to move—nor did I desire to.

“Oh Lord,” I whispered, my heart overflowing with longing, “how I’ve yearned to finally experience this sacred moment. Here I am, emerging from the dark valley of shadows, entangled in thorns and thickets. At last, I stand in the breathtaking realm of faith, a place of peace and complete clarity. Finally, I see things from a unique perspective.

As we navigate through the unforgiving thickets of life and its sharp thistles, they rend us, causing wounds and weariness.

Each prickly branch seems intent on snagging our hope, causing us to lose precious fragments of our journey amidst the tangled chaos. Yes, they grab, tear, and bring blood, but in the end, the realization of how invaluable those things we’ve carried will come.

“Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory:” (1 Peter 1:6-8 KJV)

Multiple temptations indicate that God is at work. Jesus experienced this during His forty-day fast. Satan did not succeed; Jesus recognized that his goal was to lead Him to failure (Matthew 4:1-11). While Satan cannot take away what God has given us, he will try to tempt us into giving it up. Everyone can agree that temptation is a heavy burden, especially when we are surrounded by it. However, the challenges we face in our faith bring us strength, revelation, and a closer connection to God.

In the scriptures of 1 Peter, it is emphasized that facing challenges is a mark of honor. Our faith, which holds a value far greater than gold, serves as a testament to the presence of our fears, especially those instilled by Satan. Ultimately, the profound joy that awaits us at the end of our trials surpasses any treasure we might encounter in this world.

… “the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:7 KJV)

When we look through the lens of faith, we gain a glimpse of God’s incredible plans for us. Our emotions can often lead us astray, so it’s important not to rely on feelings, sights, sounds, or thoughts as the foundation of our beliefs. Instead, we must anchor ourselves in faith.

Let this message fill you with hope, dear one. A dear friend of mine lives by a powerful mission statement that resonates deeply: “Be brave, be bold, and stay focused. Trust that you are destined for greatness, and soon you will realize that you are more than simply okay; you are meant to thrive!”

I pray that you and your families have a safe and wonderful Christmas! I pray for healing over every situation in Jesus’ name!

Blogs will not be sent until after Christmas. I’m currently working on completing a manuscript for publication. God be with you!

 “For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even for ever. The zeal of the Lord of hosts will perform this.” Isaiah 9:6-7 KJV

Author Darlene J. Conard

A small part of me longed to preserve the canvas, while another part urged me to discard it entirely. The surface, marred by my previous attempts, appeared utterly unworthy of transformation into a masterpiece. The steep cost I had paid for this canvas weighed heavily on me as a painful reminder of my mistake. The splatters and accidental brush strokes brushstrokes seemed to scream back at me, “This is a mess!” It’s a sight my eyes couldn’t unsee, making it difficult to breathe new life into this failed endeavor.

While reflecting on my situation, the Lord placed something in my spirit: He does not waste anything! I have often viewed myself as a waste, a wreck, and unfixable. My circumstances seem like a total mess, and I have friends that need healing. I love my friends very much; God has blessed me with them.

“Am I not a God of restoration? Behold, I am doing a new thing. What the enemy intended for harm will become a place for angels because My glory will be evident.” I began to shout for joy all over my apartment. When you receive a word from God, there should be no doubt!

God has used this experience to elevate my faith to new heights! Excitedly, I set up my canvas, preparing to create my masterpiece. As I dipped my brush into the vibrant colors, a sense of beauty and inspiration flowed through me, transforming the canvas into a vivid expression of my journey and emotions. Each stroke brought forth new ideas, and I could feel the creative energy swirling around me, guiding my hand as I brought my vision to life.

God assures us that if we let Him work in our lives and express our praises and gratitude for what is to come, the outcome will be glorious!

… “he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” Philippians 1:6 KJV

“Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.  Isaiah 49:19 KJV

No matter how difficult your situation may seem, it will not lead to despair! Place your trust in God, pray with sincerity, offer heartfelt praise, and express your gratitude to Him as you navigate this waiting period. Trust that brighter days are ahead!

Author Darlene J. Conard

Lydia is a significant and influential figure in the Book of Acts. Her story provides excellent insights into the early Christian group and offers a glimpse into the roles that women could play in the church’s flourishing.

She is presented to us in Acts 16:14-15, where she is recognized as a famous seller of luxurious purple cloth. Lydia was a merchant from Thyatira, a city known for its prosperous dyeing industry. She specialized in producing purple cloth and was highly skilled in her craft. Her work reflected her strong financial status, as the vibrant dyes from Thyatira were in high demand in various markets.

Purple dye was a costly and luxurious product often linked to the wealthy and powerful classes. This shows that Lydia was a successful trader and a respected community member.

During her time in Philippi, Lydia was drawn to the riverbank, where the apostle Paul fervently preached to a gathering of worshippers. As she listened to his compelling message about Jesus Christ, she felt a stirring in her heart, awakening her spirit to a new understanding and purpose. The words flowed around her like a gentle breeze, and in that sacred moment, Lydia experienced a profound transformation that reshaped her life.

Overwhelmed with joy, she and her entire household embraced the Christian faith, becoming a memorial as Europe’s first recorded convert to Christianity. The moment of their baptism was filled with deep meaning, symbolizing Lydia’s unwavering dedication to her newfound beliefs. This pivotal event represented her commitment and served as a crucial turning point for the spread of Christianity into Gentile communities, paving the way for future generations to explore faith and spirituality.

After her baptism, Lydia’s character is further revealed through her extraordinary hospitality. She invited Paul and his companions—Silas, Timothy, and Luke—to stay at her home. Lydia’s invitation is heartfelt, as she implored them to accept her hospitality if they regard her as a true believer in the Lord. This willingness to open her home reflects her immediate dedication to her new faith and demonstrates her desire to support and further the apostles’ mission. Lydia’s home soon became a vital gathering place for the early Christian community in Philippi, encouraging an atmosphere of fellowship and support, which was crucial for the church’s growth.

Lydia’s role as a merchant of purple cloth gave her a unique level of independence and influence, mainly in a historical framework where women often had limited rights and opportunities. Her successful business positions her as a financial provider and elevates her status in her community. Unlike many women of her time, Lydia had the means to engage in trade, make independent choices, and contribute meaningfully to the church’s mission. Her economic independence represents the potential for women in the early church to impact their communities spiritually and socially intensely.

Lydia’s story is essential for understanding how Christianity grew beyond its Jewish roots into the wider Gentile world. Her conversion marks a personal change and symbolizes the early church’s efforts to reach out. Lydia’s acceptance of faith demonstrates how beliefs unite different groups across cultures and societies. Her story shows that personal faith can transform lives and have a broader impact—on Entire communities.

Lydia is known for her strong dedication and service in the early church. Her legacy shows the positive effects of hospitality, creativity, and commitment to helping the Christian movement. Lydia’s story inspires believers to value inclusivity and recognize women’s essential roles in faith communities throughout history.

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Author Darlene J. Conard

From Chronos to Kairos

“But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.” 2 Peter 3:8 KJV

“Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding.”  Isaiah 40:28   KJV

“Insert a chapter in this book titled “The Test of Time.” That’s all the Lord gave me at that moment. “How does that relate to identity?”

“You will come to understand in time,” he replied. I knew an unforgettable lesson would eventually reveal itself, yet I was unaware of its relevance to one’s identity.

In 2024, I began a significant journey, with each step guided by the divine hand of the Lord. I am excited to share this experience with you, knowing His guidance will inspire and reassure you. This marked the start of something truly remarkable.

Something devastating occurred, challenging me to step far outside my comfort zone. It was an event that shook me to my core, and while I can’t share every detail, I believe it’s essential to convey the essence of what happened. In the turmoil, I spoke earnestly to the Lord, expressing my frustration and confusion, “Lord, You could have stopped this from happening. I obeyed and did what You required of me. Pausing momentarily to review the situation, I continued, “This is an attack from hell, a demonic influence at work!” In response, I felt His presence and clarity as He replied, “Yes, this is the enemy.”

“You could have stopped it, Lord.”

“Yes, I could have, but I allowed it.”

Listen to me; please don’t close yourself off. Remember what Pilate asked Jesus when He remained silent before him? He said, “Don’t you know I have the power to crucify you and the power to release you?” Jesus responded, “You could have no power at all against me, except it is given from above” (John 19:10-11).

The word Kairos is the Greek word for appointed time, and the word Chronos is Greek for now. Chronos is a season of preparation, a time God uses to mold and shape us. It’s a time for our restoration, getting rid of old things, and getting our thoughts aligned with God’s direction, so when Kairos (the appointed time) comes, we are equipped, powerful, and closer to God and His wisdom. If we do not cooperate with God during Chronos, we will not get to Kairos.

God precisely crafted the universe, each aspect unfolding within an accurately planned timeframe. For example, He fashioned humanity on the sixth day and rested on the seventh. When Mary brought up the wine shortage at the wedding celebration, Jesus indicated that His time had not yet come. This suggests that the timing was purposefully appointed, encompassing the who, when, where, and why. This divine timing imparts the value of patience. It instills trust in His plan, bringing a soothing sense of calm and hopeful assurance that even amidst uncertainty, His plan unfolds flawlessly during Chronos. Think of a flower unfolding.  

 God will not open the door to greatness until we are fully prepared. We experience periods of transformation.

 God’s timing may appear delayed, but He is always precise. We have become spoiled by inventions that instantly cater to our needs. Our fast-paced world demands much of our lives, and slowing means losing so much. I’ve asked myself, is it worth losing my sanity or losing out to God? Jesus reminded Martha that Mary chose Him over the hustle and bustle of life. She sat at His feet to be ministered to.

Here is another deep insight I received during a challenging period. My friend’s grandmother passed away in February 2018, and I was left with many questions and a sense of uncertainty about my purpose. While spending quiet time with God the day after the funeral, I heard Him say, “I AM THAT I AM.”

“Lord, I know that You are. I’ve read this many times.”

“No —you do not —understand, I AM THAT I AM.” His unwavering persistence pulled me away from my tasks, compelling me to sit silently and truly listen. In that quiet moment, a vivid vision of a majestic mountaintop appeared before me. The air was crisp, and the view was breathtaking. In that ethereal space, I heard Him speak softly, “Darlene, I knew you even before you took your first breath. I was there in your beginnings; I AM with you in every challenge of your life and will be waiting for you in the journey ahead. Rest assured; I AM already waiting for you in the future.” In Revelation 22:13 KJV, the Lord says, “I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last.” 2 Peter 3:8 amplifies that one day with the Lord is a thousand years. As the years have unfolded, the passage of time has significantly shaped my character, forging within me a profound sense of patience that I once thought was beyond my grasp. Each experience, whether joyful or challenging, has served as a lesson, teaching me the value of perseverance and the importance of remaining calm in the face of adversity.

In this journey, I have found myself diving deeply into the workings of my faith. Through meditative moments, prayer, and exploration of spiritual texts, I appreciate the massiveness. I’ve grappled with questions and uncertainties, and in the process, I have uncovered layers of meaning that have enriched my understanding of God. This exploration has strengthened my faith and illuminated the beauty and depth of the spiritual life, fostering a connection that continues to grow and evolve.

During the chronos period, I often find myself experiencing long periods of intense spiritual warfare. This is when we declare Psalm 23:4, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.” There’s much more going on than we realize in the spirit realm. The enemy will tempt us to question or go ahead of God.

During these challenging times, I feel a profound struggle within my spirit, facing various doubts, fears, and temptations. However, I understand that God allows these experiences to serve a greater purpose—my spiritual growth. Each trial pushes me to deepen my faith, refine my character, and rely more closely on God’s guidance and strength. Through these periods, I learned valuable lessons that strengthened my relationship with Him and helped me navigate future challenges—these challenges I have discovered come during Chronos, preparation time for Kairos.  

Job’s trial was not an indefinite struggle; it had a decisive endpoint. When the ordeal finally ended, the richness of God’s blessings multiplied significantly. Consider it this way: much like leaving money to accumulate in a savings account, which consistently earns interest over time, Job’s faithfulness during his hardships ultimately resulted in an abundance of divine rewards.

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Author Darlene J. Conard         

Simeon knew by foreknowledge that Jesus was born. I have no doubts that an atmospheric shift emerged. He knew that it was time to go to the temple.

I can vividly picture Simeon, his weathered hands gently cradling the Savior, a tiny bundle swaddled in humble fabric yet radiating an overwhelming presence of the divine. At this moment, he symbolizes the conclusion of a lifetime spent in anticipation, finally encountering the one promise that had sustained his spirit through the years—the Messiah himself. I can envision the warmth of hot tears in his eyes, a testament to years of yearning and faith. Perhaps he stood in silent reverence, wholly captivated, as his gaze fell upon the precious child before him. Nestled in his arms was a pure lamb, innocent and unblemished, destined to shatter the barriers of sin and usher in a new era of mercy and grace. The sacred moment vibrated with significance as history intertwined with hope and love in the embrace of this older man’s wonder.

I found myself pondering the depth of Simeon’s experience. I could almost picture him reveling in that moment, fully embracing a sense of supernatural grace and heavenly authority; he was enveloped in an atmosphere of holy majesty. The atmosphere must have been thick with reverence, and in that pivotal instant, he appeared to connect with something far more significant than himself. This celestial harmony transcended the ordinary.

The small bundle struck fear in the hearts of kings. They had it all wrong! He wasn’t their usual king. He couldn’t be eliminated. Authorities couldn’t perceive the spiritual side of God’s kingdom. One day, this child would become a man and, in time, become a sacrifice for all.  (Luke 2: 24-38)

“Lord, You are a witness before me that I must see You in a manifestation promised to redeem my people from all sin and evil. Messiah, You have made yourself as one of us to teach us humility and give us power over infirmity prevailing over darkness.”

And, behold, there was a man in Jerusalem, whose name was Simeon; the same man was just and devout, waiting for the consolation of Israel: and the Holy Ghost was upon him. And it was revealed unto him by the Holy Ghost, that he should not see death before he had seen the Lord’s Christ. And he came by the Spirit into the temple: and when the parents brought in the child Jesus, to do for him after the custom of the law, Then took he him up in his arms, and blessed God, and said,  ^“Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, according to thy word: For mine eyes have seen thy salvation, Which thou hast prepared before the face of all people; A light to lighten the Gentiles, and the glory of thy people Israel.”   (Luke 2: 25-32)

While envisioning this, I wept. He would now be able to leave Earth in peace. He didn’t give

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Author Darlene J. Conard

As I strolled down the bustling street, lost in my usual routine, a sudden tug tugged at the depths of my spirit. An overwhelming urge to seek solace in a nearby church pierced through the heavy negativity that shrouded my day. It whispered to me like a gentle breeze, urging, “Aren’t you weary of existing in this turmoil? You can break free from this relentless torment.” Yet another voice echoed in the shadows of my mind, darker and more insidious, “God has forsaken you. He disregarded the abuse inflicted by your father. Embrace the darkness; it is your only friend and protector.” In a moment of twisted clarity, I questioned, why should I fear the darkness when it offers me comfort and familiarity, like an old, worn blanket on a cold night?

As I walked beside my sister, who was blissfully unaware of the turmoil within me, I felt a deep sense of conflict. In the quiet corners of my heart, I could sense Grandma on her knees, fervently praying, pleading with heaven for a glimmer of intervention. Yet, amidst her passionate supplications, a part of me wished she would stop. She exuded such a powerful presence of God’s glory, a radiant light, that it felt almost overwhelming to be nearby.

It wasn’t that I didn’t love her; on the contrary, my heart was filled with affection. But the truth lingered—light cannot comprehend darkness, as articulated in John 5:1. Despite her unwavering faith, Grandma never thrust her beliefs upon me. She didn’t approach me with condemnation or harsh words, reminding me of my faults. Others, however, imposed that judgment upon me relentlessly.

Her prayers, rich with intercessory love, enveloped me like a warm embrace, filled with limitless compassion and comfort. Gifts and cards flowed from her with regularity—tokens of her affection that sometimes felt overwhelming. Each message bore simple yet profound sentiments: “I love you. Love, Grandma.” But in those moments, even the kindest words held little allure for me as I wrestled with my inner darkness.

A saying resonates deeply: “Some people won’t like you because you irritate their demons.” This phrase reflects the reality that when we strive to live a life in close alignment with Jesus, our very being can provoke discomfort in others who may not share the same values or spiritual journey. The evidence of His presence in my life is clear and undeniable, illuminating my path even in my darkest moments.

Now that I’ve found my footing and set my life in order, understanding this truth has become even more apparent. I recognize that I am far from perfect; I carry my share of mistakes and failures like badges of experience. However, in my imperfections, I have come to appreciate His strength, which stands unyielding and ideal, and His grace, which envelops me and proves to be more than enough for every challenge I face.

In the seventeen years, I attended a church whose leadership scolded me for speaking of what I went through, such as witchcraft, child abuse anxiety, and self-mutilation. How will those lost in darkness know there is such hope if they aren’t aware?  

I will never forget going to a Pentecostal service with a friend. “Welcome, Holy Spirit” was the first worship song. Then came the individual songs. My friend sang “A Miracle in Every Pew.” It was then that I realized how miserable I was.

I’m in love with one man, and His name is Jesus; he saved my life. I owe Him everything!

My message is this. I’m not ashamed of the gospel. Each one of us has a testimony that can help.

Never stop praying. Give up! Keep serving God with all your heart.

Author Darlene J. Conard

As I tilted the coffee pot, a gentle stream of steam curled upward, escaping from the spout like a delicate whisper. The soft swishing sound of the rich liquid filling my cup echoed in the quiet kitchen, evoking memories of countless mornings spent in sacred solitude with God. That singular, familiar sound transported me back to cherished moments, each brimming with warmth and reflection. It’s remarkable how something as simple as the pour of coffee can stir a flowing river of deep thoughts and feelings within us.

Elihu said, “Wait for me a moment, and I will show you that there is much more to be said on behalf of God. I will draw my knowledge from afar, and I will affirm the righteousness of my Creator.” (Job 36:1-2)

There is much more to explore beyond the surface – not simply from any individual, but from the very Creator of the Universe. This divine presence not only communicates with us but also attentively listens to our thoughts, our prayers, and our burdens. It is an extraordinary gift to acknowledge that the Lord desires to dwell among us, to engage in our lives actively, and to have His presence manifest within us. This sacred relationship invites us to open our hearts, allowing His spirit to take a central role in our existence as He seeks to guide, uplift, and inspire us every step of the way.

Set aside some moments today to immerse yourself in the quiet around you. Find a peaceful spot to gather your thoughts and truly listen for what He needs to say and has in store for you. Allow yourself to be open to God’s auditory whispers, “Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen; I will be exalted in the earth.” Psalm 46:10 KJV

Feel free to forward it to anyone you wish.  My mission is to encourage everyone to follow our Lord Jesus Christ with all their heart, soul, mind, and strength. ©Darlene J. Conard Vision Ministries 2024.   This may not be republished or used without the author’s written consent. The photograph is AI-generated. Darlene J. Conard is also affiliated with Glory Carrier Ministries.