Author Darlene J. Conard

One of my favorite scenes from the series The Chosen is when Matthew reconciles with his parents.

The character he portrays reflects the profound challenges associated with autism, poignantly capturing the essence of those struggles. While the Bible does not openly suggest that Matthew had autism, it also leaves room for interpretation, allowing for the intriguing notion that we can explore the “what ifs.” This uncertainty invites us to imagine a richer narrative, pondering the difficulties of Matthew’s experiences and how they might align with the realities faced by individuals on the autism spectrum.

From the perspective of the scriptwriter, Matthew is a character profoundly unsettled by anything that disrupts his carefully organized world. As he prepares to leave the magnificence of his sprawling mansion, his meticulous nature shines through; he performs a final check to ensure he has a crisp, clean handkerchief on hand, avoiding any unsightly contact with his hands. The marbled floors of his home are lined with an astonishing array of sandals, each pair arranged with precision, reflecting his obsessive attention to detail. Just before stepping out, he deftly slips an extra pair into his satchel, a habit that speaks to his preparedness.

Throughout the series, Matthew is portrayed in his element—engaged in his favorite activity, cleaning, unfiltered in his conversations, and exhibiting a boldness that sets him apart. With unwavering focus, he seamlessly applies his exceptional mathematical skills to solve problems and navigate challenges, further defining his character as a thinker and a doer.

As time passes, he has the privilege of being an eyewitness to the impossible. The fisherman’s nets overflowed, causing the boat to sink—fellow fishermen hastened to help Simon (Peter) and his men.  

Matthew couldn’t believe what he just witnessed. The very thing challenged logicality. For once in his life, he couldn’t use mathematics to compute the massive catch. It troubled him greatly. Thus, it smashed his security gate wide open. Of course, that means Matthew needed to know who this Jesus was. He begins chasing after Him only to witness more and more. He didn’t realize he was Jesus’ fish. Fisher of men was the point. (Matthew 4:19)

Matthew lost interest in his occupation and developed a hunger to know God. As time passed, the old ridged Matthew chipped away piece by piece. Jesus’ message of forgiveness crumbled Mattew, the tax collector. Standing in the midst of thousands of believers, Matthew the scribe transpired. It summoned a humility that lay dormant in him.

He hoped that mercy would be present during his parents’ visitation. His ema called it “blood money.” He had what he had collected taxes, but his parents disowned him for that.

 The grand scene that brought me to tears. After all is forgiven, Ema pulls her son into her embrace. Matthew untwines his fingers wrapped tightly around the handkerchief, letting it drop on the table to unite with her love. Matthew was once again their son.

The handkerchief no longer became his focus. Being in the presence of the Lord transpires in many beautiful ways!

(Matthew 9:9-17 as tax collector)

Dallas Jenkins, the writer of the series The Chosen, clearly states that not all content is Biblical but does not contradict the harmony of the scriptures. This article demonstrates how the scene significantly impacted my relationship with Jesus.

The photograph is from the series The Chosen. Darlene J. Conard is affiliated with Glory Carrier Ministries.

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