Author Darlene J. Conard

Nothing about my life is normal; the traditional path that most people consider “normal” is foreign to me.

Each day unfolds in unexpected ways, and now I’ve come to terms with the fact that this unusual existence isn’t just a phase—it’s a permanent piece of my reality. When I became a born-again Christian, embracing this truth was daunting since I couldn’t believe God could use a flawed Darlene. But I’ve learned to accept it wholeheartedly. This acceptance brings a sense of inner peace to me. I understand that the supernatural is intertwined with my daily existence, shaping my experiences and choices in ways I couldn’t have imagined. It’s no longer a source of fear or confusion; it’s a deep and vital part of who I am. Someone asked me, “How does one become a prophet or prophetess?”

“We aren’t made but born, and then we are shaped by the Master.”  Jeremiah 1:5 says, “Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.” (KJV)

Yesterday, my mom and I had a heartfelt conversation about my early beginnings. She shared a frightening moment when she almost miscarried me during her pregnancy.  Then, just three months after my birth, I faced another battle: I contracted pneumonia at three months old. The doctors were understandably concerned, worried I might not pull through. Those early challenges were only the beginning of my journey; they marked the first of many fights I would have against the shadows of death.

My walk with God has given me clarity about why witchcraft, violence, and emotional turmoil were present in my previous life. Satan possesses a deep understanding of our callings and true identities more clearly than we do ourselves. He is aware of our potential and the divine purpose we are meant to fulfill, often using this insight to create obstacles that can distract or deter us from our path.

No matter what roles or tasks we are assigned to serve the kingdom of God, we will inevitably face challenges. This particular season has been incredibly enlightening, revealing insights and lessons I had not previously grasped. It has shown me the importance of resilience and faith in navigating new obstacles and how these experiences can deepen our understanding and commitment to our calling.

Every day, we should take a moment to earnestly pray for discernment, asking for clarity to see situations for what they are. We ask for God’s guidance to attain consistent results.

In this journey, let us also invite God’s counsel into every decision, trusting His wisdom will illuminate our path and bring peace to our hearts among life’s uncertainties.

I was born for this and so were you!

“For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.” Jeremiah 29:11 KJV

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