Author Darlene J. Conard

I sat quietly in the pew, listening intently as the new pastor opened up about his struggles navigating life’s difficulties between the flesh and the spirit. He spoke passionately about his faith journey, drawing parallels to the biblical story of Jacob wrestling with God. I admired him for being so open about his mistakes. This is someone that I see as a powerful mentor and example for God!

He reflected on the moment Jacob wrestled with physical and spiritual challenges and demanded, “What is your name?” This question resonated deeply with him, symbolizing the search for identity and understanding in the face of turmoil. The pastor’s heartfelt sincerity and raw vulnerability revealed his profound yearning for spiritual growth, echoing the deep, transformative journey that Jacob experienced in his own life. He expressed Jacob’s wrestling match brought out a side of him he didn’t know about. It transformed him. As I contended with my challenges over the past few months, I began to uncover the more profound reasons preventing me from moving forward.

“Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation, and uphold me with thy free spirit.” (KJV) When we engage in the Psalm 51:10-12 prayer, we must approach it with a sense of readiness for a complete personal transformation. This prayer is not just a routine; it invites a deep cleansing of our hearts and minds. By opening ourselves up to this experience, we can trust that He will honor our commitment and guide us on this journey of renewal. Embracing this preparation allows us to grow and heal in ways we may not have imagined.

My life will never be every day because He called me into the depths of the spirit realm, which are unknown to man. The flesh cannot comprehend the things of the spirit. Don’t try breaking God down; it will not work!

We should experience deep gratitude when God uncovers the hidden facets of our lives. This revelation shows His desire to bring about positive change and transformation within us. Each revelation serves as an opportunity for growth, encouraging us to reflect on our journey and embrace the new paths He lays before us. Recognizing these moments can inspire us to evolve and become better versions of ourselves.

I pray that you fully embrace and experience God’s abundant love and grace in every area of your life, enriching your journey and bringing you peace and joy.

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