Author Darlene J. Conard

Every time we step towards connecting with God, we gain more knowledge and understanding. The act of desperately seeking God profoundly impacts every aspect of our lives. The feeling of desperation indicates that something has compelled us to yearn for a more profound knowledge of Him. As stated in Psalm 34:9, “The young lions do lack and suffer hunger: but they that seek the Lord shall not want any good thing.” This means that those who seek the Lord will not be deprived of anything good.

Encountering God has the power to transform us, leaving us forever changed, like trying on a new garment and emerging renewed by the experience.

In the Gospel of Matthew, specifically in verses 18-26 of chapter 9, there is a detailed account of a woman who had been suffering from a chronic illness characterized by an issue of blood. This passage describes her journey seeking healing, likely involving consultations with medical professionals and significant financial investment. The narrative also touches upon the universal experience of navigating through crowds, highlighting the frustration and pressure that often accompany such endeavors. The text prompts readers to consider the impact of their level of desperation on their determination to achieve their goals, posing the question: How far are you willing to go to attain what you desire?

“With my soul have I desired thee in the night; yea, with my spirit within me will I seek thee early” … Isaiah 26:9 KJV

Through the challenges I have faced, I have acquired valuable insights and wisdom. I have learned how to take these struggles and turn them into blessings, finding strength and growth in the process.

“For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.”

Instead of trying to make sense of the struggles we face, let’s focus on embracing God’s promises. Instead of dwelling on the difficulties, seek solace in His presence and find strength and comfort there.

And he said, “My presence shall go with thee, and I will give thee rest.” Exodus 33:14 KJV

“If we must “feel” God’s presence before we believe he is with us, we again reduce God to our ability to grasp him, making him an idol instead of acknowledging him as God.”     Author Craig S. Keener

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