Author Darlene J. Conard

Dear _____________,

I know that you don’t understand why I’ve lashed out. Secretly I’ve wrestled with inner demons with no avail. Don’t take it personally because I avoid you, I’m so confused right now. I don’t want you on my side of the wall. I will come from behind it in my time. Please don’t stop praying for me, although I say to. Don’t believe your prayers aren’t reaching me. I feel them always. They are chipping away the hardness sounding my heart. If you believe I’ve forgotten what you’ve done for me, stop believing it! I think about your acts of kindness every day.  It’s your intercession that keeps me safe. Again, I truly don’t want you to stop praying for me. Please pray me loose from the grip of satan. Although I haven’t shown it, I do love you. Pray that I find my way back to God and I will.

Love,

What you have just read is a letter from someone you love who has lost their way. God has dealt with me for quite some time now to write this. Don’t loose hope. God is all power and your prayers are important to them.  We often comply to our emotions due to pain and weariness. Know that God is working.

God bless you and know that my prayers are with you as well.

… “The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.”  James 5:16 KJV

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